hmmm..

er.. today ar.. woke up at 11+.. as usual.. haha.. but today i took a bus to work.. den so wierd.. it did not stop at lucky plaza.. it stop at the bus stop outside heeren.. haha.. so walk to paragon.. than start work.. than waitin for dinner~! haha. went to eat wif jo, hao le, iris, hui xin, si he, and dunno hu la.. den some of us buy nasi lemak.. den got no space to eat.. damn.. haha.. so we end up eatin at the fourth floor stairs.. the ulu pandan place wher pple go there smoke sometimes one.. haha.. than eat there..

than at night we was carving the candles.. -.-" den eddie make one so funi de.. he jux use a screw and make a straight line.. den he say tt is "he liu" river flowin.. -.-" den we was laugin all the way.. haha.. den later got a customer bout 10+ they wanted to buy tree.. than there is no more stock down there le.. and the kid so cute.. haha.. he wanted it.. lolx.. den mi and jo and ken went up.. but den all the lift are closed.. so we went back to tell them.. den in the end they took the display de.. haha.. than later went home wif iris.. jo went off wif ken.. took bus ... den go home.. like tt loh.. haha..





i will never forget
the days we once had.
the days when you were
everything to me.
my mind used to tell me that
we'd be together foreverr.
but now i realize that was all a big dream.
which makes my heart shatters into a milli0n pieces.
sometimes i wonder if y0u will still think of me
and love me or if to do
i'm jus a face in a crowd.
i wish so very much dat one day
we can have it all back.
but for now, i sit here silently
rememberinn' all the memories we once shared.
hoping dat one day you
will feel the same and
put back the pieces of mii
broken heart
your existence is wad makes mine.now.
if love is painful and tortures us so..
why do we love? why is it all we search for in life?
this pain, this agony?
why is it all we long for?
this torture,
this powerful death of self?
maybe because its love